My husband proposed on my birthday last year 10/10/2019. We decided on a date of 8/9/20 to get married, so I told him that I wanted to take a break from ttc since I didn’t want to be pregnant on our wedding day. Honestly, it was such a relief. It was 10 months of no pressure, no peeing on opk’s, and 10 months of not being disappointed when we didn’t get our + pregnancy test back. This was after almost 36 months of ttc and not one single positive test. It’s been a month since we’ve been married and we tried immediately again, to me waking up on cd 11/12 with af. Please give me strength to start this lonely, soul crushing, and honestly super stressful process over again. It nearly broke me the last time, so I pray we are able to conceive this go around. I need all the strength I can muster up to go through this again...