I didn't think i would have such anxiety about my second baby. Here I am freaking out inside about my appointment and ultrasound tomorrow! I am sooo excited to see my little baby, I'm just like every mom and want to see the best. I am the type that can't let myself get excited, I have to mentally prepare myself for bad news...im crazyyy

I will miss my husband being there with me so bad too 😥😭. He was allowed to come, but our 10 month old was not due to covid. So he's going to stay with her.

Im just a ball of stress and emotions