I've been really down lately. I work full time 5 days a week. Im self employed so when I take off I dont get paid. My husband has been really getting to me about bills and me taking off. Its making me feel like I dont deserve a break. Making me feel guilty for wanting to take 6 weeks off cause in his head we won't last more than 4 weeks with me off. I feel as though I should take that week off and go back which I know thats not healthy, but I feel so much pressure to do so. I just don't know what to do. I feel so low right now and I cant focus on anything but that. Is anyone else feeling the same way? I have 5 weeks to go and mentally I'm fucked.