I’m kinda in this weird place after finally ending a toxic/abusive relationship that has drained me to the core for 2 1/2 years. I don’t even know who i am anymore after leaving this relationship & I think I’m a bit depressed about it. Before this relationship I had plenty of friends and was enjoying life. I was in school, had goals for myself had everything planned out, had friends but now I literally have no one except a few family members. And I just don’t have the drive I used to have for myself I just don’t know what happened. I think this relationship damaged me somewhat. I know it’s a bit fresh we’ve only stopped talking for GOOD about a month. I know I’m not suppose to feel all the way together but when I think about how I should’ve left the relationship a long time ago or the messed up things that happened it bothers me. Sometimes I think where my life would be if I just wouldve left before things got worse. I am a bit lonely and being on this quarantine stuff doesn’t make it any better. Not really having no one to talk or hangout with sucks. I want to start dating again but I’m kinda nervous I don’t want to make the same mistake again and I do have anxiety a little bit when it comes to men. I also want to make friends but it’s a bit hard for me due to my anxiety, trying to find people that have my same interests as me, and getting over how the way some people I tried to befriend before just used me. I’m just in this weird place & I just don’t know how feel rn. Any advice?. 🥺