Alone
I’m seven weeks away from my due date and I feel more alone than ever. Getting pregnant was not something that my boyfriend or I planned (had an IUD), However we both decided it was something we were going to continue. Throughout the pregnancy things have gotten Bad between us. We argue all the time I found out that he was texting his ex who he shares two kids with inappropriately and when confronted he played stupid and called me crazy. Since then we constantly argue, living separate lives under one roof. Him focusing on his two kids and me focusing on my son. He will leave and go spend the day with his ex and kids then come home and sit and watch TV. He shows no interest in talking or in what I’m going through. We have talked about moving out and he always agrees that he will move out due to me being due so soon however a month later he is still here. It feels like a nightmare. I know this is not a situation that I should be in but it hurts to want someone to love and support you so bad while they put all the blame on you for ruining the relationship. The only family support I have is hours away and I can’t afford to move and lose out on my maternity leave. I feel trapped waiting for this baby to come and terrified for when she does.
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