I just need to vent and this is the best place to do so! I have been with my SO for 5 1/2 years and married for 1 1/2 of those years. I've wanted a baby since we got married but my husband wanted to wait until we had 2 nice and reliable vehicles and a house. So I started checking things off the list so we could start ttc! Well this is month 3 and still no luck. There is still hope this month, AF is due nov. 22 or 23. I've already tested 3 times even though I know it's too early and obviously they were all BFN! I know there is still hope for this month to be pregnant. I feel pregnant. I've never felt this way before. I am sooo moody and emotional. Cravings and big appetite, fatigue, tender breasts, lower back pain and increased sex drive. I just feel like I am, but seeing those BFN test is sooo discouraging. I just feel so depressed and a baby is the only thing missing from my life. I've wanted this for so long. I just cry thinking about it. I hope it happens soon. Baby dust to all ✨