Feeling disappointed

The guy I’m with told me that “the single mom sh*t is real out here” I constantly ask him to pull out or put a condom on and he refuses. I’ve taken plan b before and I couldn’t wear a bra for 2 weeks. I recently found out that he has a baby on the way, which he is keeping hidden from me. I looked on Facebook and he tells the girl he loves her and the baby. He’s liked all of her post and photos. He’s never said I love you to me but expects me to say it to him. I can’t stop getting mad at myself because I’m so desperate to be loved.