The worrying never ends! 🥺

Hi ladies! I hope you are all well. I don't post much here but I enjoy following all of your stories and rooting for you! ❤

I am 33 weeks pregnant with my second IVF baby. We have been on this Rollercoaster-of-a journey for 5 years now and I feel incredibly blessed to be carrying the baby to complete our family after so many hardships and few successes.

I have to tell you, being a mama comes with a lifetime of worrying as it is, but I feel like being an IVF mama makes it even worse! We go through so much to get our babies that sometimes its hard to believe or accept that things can go well once they are here, or almost here.

I have been having some extreme anxiety lately about everything and just want my little peanut to be here, healthy, and thriving. Lately I have felt a lot less movement and I just keep thinking the worse. I do kick counts, and he always ends up passing them, so my doctor doesn't seem concerned really...but his movements are definitely so much less noticeable and this is totally adding to my anxiety. I have my final ultrasound in two weeks and juat want it to be here now!

Anyway, this post is more of a vent than anything. I know many of you are going through a lot and can relate to the endless worrying! Support from groups like this has been SO valuable over the years. Thanks fellow fertility warriors for listening!! 💕