My Masseuse is Sexy

I have been working overtime this past month so I was feeling mentally overwhelmed and literally exhausted! My boyfriend of 4 years had been working a lot too so I went online, read some reviews, and booked us massages to a place that had a solid 5 stars.

I am 33 years old and this was only the second professional massage I have ever had in my entire life! Also, this was the first male masseuse I have ever had. First of all, it was a great experience. He was very thorough at locating and massaging out all the knots on my back and the service was very professional. At the end of the massage I felt very relaxed and at ease! I was highly impressed. Well, not only was he great with his hands, but I found him attractive...and his hands were alllll over my back, and my neck, and my arms and legs. He also had such a good sense of humor which added onto the physical attraction. Something about the physical touch of his massage made a lasting and lusting affect on me. I have been forcing myself to ignore it all...PLUS we must not forget that I have a wonderful long term boyfriend whom I love so much and wouldn’t trade anything in the world for!

Naughty me, I have been having countless sexual fantasies about that masseuse. My imagination about him has been SO sexual, it’s absurd and it drives me insane!!!! My psychology behind all of this is that, maybe over time physical touch has become my number one love language, so when I receive physical touch I am most receptive and most likely to be attracted to it. I know this is a phase and I’ll get over it so I’m just letting it run its course...but for now DAMN...I have pictured coming back into his office and f**king the living daylights out of him!!! I just imagine screwing him on top of his massage table. It’s ridiculous. I’m even thinking about scheduling myself another appointment, but I know it is best for me not to do that. Also, I may be temporarily captivated by this guy right now, but I know that I will never do anything to jeopardize my relationship. It’s just a fantasy....that’s why it’s called a fantasy!

This needs to stop!