Stay at home vs. worker bee what to do

Jenna • We're having twin girls :) Teagan Ann and kenzy rey
So I'm not sure what I want to do go back to work or stay home. I'm only 14 weeks but this keeps coming up. 
 y boyfriend and I are having twins it is both our first kids.... He want me to stay home I just don't want to feel like I'm not contributing anything I'm very independent having a hard time adjusting to being taken care of ...