Last year my husband passed away from stage 4 cancer at the age of 28. He was my best friend and I did everything I could to care for him. We had endless conversations about when he passed what he wanted me to do and how he wanted me to live.. at the time of his passing one of my good friends (male) came back in contact and really helped me with my feelings and helped me just general feel normal again. A few months later were together and everyone is against us... They said I had planned for this happen (absolutely didn't plan any of this) and that I'm a whore that I cheated on my sick husband which again is absurd. I lived my life to care for him while he was getting worse and did all of the care he needed. His family would stop by to say hello and that's about it really yet they are making me feel like a horrible person..

I guess my question is.. am I? I hate this internal war I have going on