Preeclampsia

I was diagnosed with preeclampsia yesterday and I am having a C-section today very soon because the doctors are worried about my baby and my well being I'm so scared I'm 33 weeks today! She's gonna be in the NICU for 3-7 weeks... They also said she's measuring very behind only in the 5th percentile about 3 lbs 3 oz. Ugh I'm gonna have a breakdown!

UPDATE: She weighs 3lbs 8oz. Is breathing on her own and has the most beautiful red hair! I'm so proud of my little fighter