Today me and hubs were talking and I said I feel like i can't go to him for comfort over ttc and this past weekend I was in a really dark place and ended up binge drinking all weekend and I can barely remember a thing.

He kinda skimmed over it and when I asked him to respond to me not feeling able to vent he said that I vented and cried all weekend and its just as hard for him when I told him i couldn't really remmeber venting he said something like "well isn't that great" . I have been trying longer than him as I tried with an ex before and there was no dice. Like me and him just recently decided to start trying but before him I had tried for a year and a half or so. I dont think he understands that the emotional toll on ttc after a year of ttc