Venting....

It's bad enough when it seems like everybody I know is pregnant or has had babies but me then tonight I see on fb my cousin is pregnant and she in June. Last month I was convinced I was pregnant after 8 months of trying because af was 4 days late but nope... And after being 4 days late it was a really hard emotional af, If I had been it would have been a June due date. What makes it hurt even more is she has repeatedly told everybody there is no way she's having a baby for at least 3 years because of school but now all the sudden she is. Just feel like it's my turn already!