So I started hooking up with this again an old fuck buddy I had and the two times I been with him the other day and today I felt itchy. I left my husband for him I loved my husband but my husband didn’t want to satisfy me anymore and yes we did talk about me and my ex husband I did wear lingerie sometimes worked but only lasted two seconds then didn’t want to keep going. My husband only ate my out like twice in a four year relationship and we had been married for a year. Yes I love making love my husband made love to me and I loved it but I also wanted to get fucked choked hair pulling handcuff eaten out. My husband thought I could only be satisfied for 2 seconds and if he did last 5 minutes he barely even touched me only kissed me.my husband says he still loves me and wants to make things work I don’t love my fuck buddy there was a time when years ago I caught feelings for my fuck buddy and when I been with him I’ve felt good but feel disgusted also I haven’t given my fuck buddy a blow job I been putting excuses. I lost my husband over lack of sex I asked him to take sex therapy and he didn’t. But my ex husband will always be the love of my life. I don’t want to work things out because I will be unsatisfied again. I left my husband and he moved out with our one year old daughter. My husband said that he wants us to also be together for our daughter but sometimes just love isn’t enough. I do miss my daughter but if I can’t feel satisfied with her dad because he doesn’t satisfy me it’s the best.