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Im completely heartbroken

To • Thu, Nov 19

I lost my little peanut Lillie at 8w&4d.

Went to our second emergency scan to check growth progression as 2 weeks previous she was dating 2weeks behind in measurements.

I honestly dont know what to do with myself i feel so hurt and lost. Why me??. What have i done to deserve this. This was my first baby for me and my fiancé and we waited so long for the chance to start our journey to parenthood.

So i was due to come back on Wednesday 25th to organise a D&C only last night the bleeding, clots and tissue began to expell. Im in so much pain and it's incredibly traumatic having to see what once was the beautiful life we created with love, now gone, and covered in blood. Im so sorry i couldnt provide you with a safe life little one. I will always love you Lillie xx