so theres this guys whos 33 currently (im 21) & ive known him since i was was 5. he used to help my mom a lot when we were kids because my dad & her always took turns leaving & so this guys, lets call him Jack, would help my mom when my dad left. he would give us baths & help with hw & fix dinners & drive us places & the whole shabang. ive always looked at him as an older brother or whatever

so when i was 15 i stayed at his house because things werent so great at my parents house & even though i slept in the guest room for 2 weeks my last night there i woke up & he was in bed with me?? so i went back to my paren house cause that was a little weird & a few of my panties were missing as well.

well in june i found out i pregnant & told him & he cussed me out because i told him in april i wouldnt surrogate his kids.

now on sept 4 he told me how hes been in love with me since “you were young” & i told him he was a liar & that was weird. i told my mom & then he sent me almost $1K to “please not tell.”

does it sound like he couldve been a pedophile? or am i just super duper weirded out by his claims of being in love with me? i really feel gross & ashamed & like everything was a lie in our relationship. idk maybe im overthinking things.