Ok so I struggle with separation anxiety. My husband doesn't understand it though he trys. His friend invited him to go camping over a weekend on a guys only trip. I don't want to hold him back but I am freaking out. Can you help me word this in a way that doesn't sound like I am trying to manipulate him into staying home. I don't want to be manipulative. But i can't pretend i want him to go or that it isn't freaking me out.

He asked me if i wanted him to go that's why the first line is "i don't want you to go" i need to answer gis question.

Truth is babe,

I don't want to you to go camping but I also don't want to be a control freak and stop you. If you want to go then go. But I don't want to talk about it. Talking and thinking about it stresses me out. So just decide and tell me what your doing. I don't want to think about You being that far away without being able even text or talk to you, it scares me but that is my problem. you shouldn't have to be tied down because I have problems. I wish I wasn't this way. I am i am sorry. I wish you didn't have to deal with my emotional mess. I want you to be able to enjoy the things you like and to be able to go out with your friends. I shouldn't hold you back or make you feel bad for being a normal person and having fun. I love you so much. Just let me know what you decide.💕💋