I posted a couple weeks back about struggling mentally with wanting a girl and basically being afraid I am not going to have a girl. I know this could all be solved with the blood test, but I don’t want it just for the fact I never had it with my other two. But y’all I am just not excited about this pregnancy right now, and I WANTED this, so much. But the fear of not having a girl is kicking my ass. I probably won’t find out for 6 more weeks. Which I can do, and I promise if I am having a boy it will be fine, I just want a girl so much since I already have two boys.

Sorry to sound like I am complaining, just no one understands, and people are already saying little girl when they y’all about my baby and I want to tell them to shut up, because when I find out and it isn’t a girl I will feel like I let everyone down.

WHAT IS WITH THESE PREGNANCY HORMONES?!?!? Literally making me insane.

I am going to post a pic of the ultrasound from 14 weeks 1 day if anyone has an idea on if it is a girl or boy, please don’t say girl just to make me feel better lol. And if you can tell me why you think that. Thank y’all in advance and for letting me vent if you read all of this! ❤️