Rainbow after infancy loss

I had to have an emergency c section on April 8, 2020 due to severe eclampsia and HELLP. My sweet baby girl, Hadley, passed away 2 days later on April 10, 2020. I am so hoping this month is mine and my husbands month to conceive our rainbow baby. Has anyone else gone though this? I know people definitely have. Sometimes it’s just hard to see that. With all of the pregnancy announcements and gender reveals and birth announcements you see, it can make you feel really alone.