Idk how I’m going to get through the next three weeks and possibly more if he’s late. I’m emotionally just done. If I’m not crying I’m irritated at everybody for fucking nothing. I feel like a shitty mom because my toddler frustrates me more than normal. Like a bad pet owner because I don’t even want them near me. Everything my husband does just pisses me off. I’m ready to have control over my emotions again. I just want to feel like me again.. I’m on medication for my anxiety and depression which has been a blessing. But it just isn’t fully fighting it right now. Times like this it also becomes very real that I literally have no friends....