Been TTC two years. Had a miscarriage at 18 weeks in 2015 and that was an accidental pregnancy, and now we are trying we can't get it to stick. Waiting on fertilty but currently on 1500mg of metformin and just waiting for the NHS now. I have PCOS and it's slowly killing me. Partner did sperm sample and has rang the doctors 3 times and can't seem to get the results. Bloody NHS

It sucks. Did last 2 months of faint lines on blue dye so I've no idea if they were true or not as heard rumours that those tests in particular cause faint lines - however I did get faint lines on more than 1 brand.

Anyway, my best friend is pregnant (I'm happy for her) but she's now gone abroad. I feel so angry that she's managed to do this then is risking COVID and other stuff by flying abroad. I know in normal circumstances it would be fine but I feel so...... Angry at the world that I'm struggling and meanwhile people can 'not care'. I know she's being careful obviously but I feel I need to rant!