I am beyond ready for a baby. My partner decided on his own that by December I’ll be pregnant. Being a woman I know it doesn’t always just happen the first month and so I’ve been tracking my cycle etc to pin point when is best to BD. On the weekend we were with friends that have a newborn and that night for the first time he didn’t pull out. Seemed it was the start of us TTC. As the next day- he did the same thing. I told him that my fertile week is this week and he asked if we should then do it everyday this week to which I agreed. Today comes and I’m so excited. Knowing tomorrow the fertile window begins and we could potentially be pregnant soon. Now all of a sudden he says he said December and it’s only September. I just give up. I cannot explain. Ive spent every free moment of the day on this app.

I’ve always said I won’t force it on him. But I honestly don’t know what to do. My heath is aching knowing I was ready and believed he was too and now that’s all not happening. I thought today was the 3rd day of BD. But I won’t be doing anything with him. I’m so angry and so hurt.