Hi guys. Didnt mean to sound negative but just the whole ttc thing is strssing me out. Had <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> transfer 9 days ago of 5 day blastocysts. Took 3 hpts and diff Brands all with diff results with the most promising one showing a faint line. My second beta is on Friday. I dont think I can take another hpt anymore. Seeing the faint line is pure torture. I hope my hcg increases even though the hpt results are not good.

I dont have anyone to talk to about this. I decided to keep it to ourselves first because I cant bear the expectations and possible disappointment if it does not work out.

I wish everyone of you peace of mind, strength, and good blessings in your journey to having a baby.