I really don't want to stress about it this cycle, I would just like to even forget about it, but thats impossible. I was so disappointed the last 4 times. Really three because on the third cycle I had a chemical and we didnt try on the 4th because I was just too stressed about it anyways. This time we decided to try again and now I just feel sad. Wven if I get a positive in a few days idk if I will be able to celebrate. I was so excitef last time and after a week of feeling like I was floating then I just felt like everything had shattered. And Idk if I can emotionally go through it again. I hadnt told family just a couple of my vlose girlfriends and then telling them it wasnt was horrible. How fo you do it ladies? How do you stay positive???