I’m in a quite very sticky situations I’m

Pregnant and my fiancé and we recently just broke up. I don’t know if I can do it. Honestly I let Myself forced to have his baby because he would would always talk about his Ex and how she miscarried how much he loved her and how she made him feel and I always felt like I was in competition and I had to replace her. I felt

So insecure and my self esteem was so low that I would of done anything to make him happy as long as I would please him. I felt like I was risking everything but I didn’t care but I was promised to be loved forever once he proposed to me. So I ended up giving him a baby. I was already depressed and I already felt like my life was over and I felt like I was living my life like that. I didn’t care I just wanted to feel loved by man something I never had just seeking validation and approval when it didn’t do anything but now causing

Me pain and hurt that I didn’t have to go through if I just loved myself. I was still dealing with the fact that I just had a baby not to long ago And mental state after having my son has not been good. Now every time I think about abortion my heart hurt. It goes against everything I believe it I’m just stressed out.