So my best friend of 22 years has told me today that she’s expecting a baby next April!

I’m so over the moon happy for her, since she’s told me we’ve been non stop talking about babies as this is her first. I’ve had my second on the 4th June. Since I’ve gone to bed I’ve felt sad, I feel like I wish I was still pregnant with my daughter. I don’t know why I feel like this, my pregnancy was super hard and my daughter is just an absolute angel, I feel so confused.

I haven’t really been able to introduce my daughter to anyone and we tried for years to have her, suffered loads of miscarriages so maybe I feel a bit robbed of that experience due to covid. And if I was due with her when my friend is it would be more normal?

I just feel sad, and really guilty for feeling this way