my midwife sucks 😪

where i’m from , you can call a doctor for certain prescriptions to fax over to the pharmacy. such as birth control , tylenol , small antibiotics. i decided this time around i wanted a midwife. she rarely was around. never answered her phone and sent her on call partner to deal with everything all the time. i had baby almost 2 months ago. she was supposed to see him 2 , 4 , 6 and 8 weeks. she seen him 2 & 4. i still haven’t received my 6 week check up. i call and ask for birth control. she asks me to text her the brand i want and blah blah and she’ll send it off. she then decides to tell me she’s not going to do that for me , she wants me to come in. so okay , i ask for an appointment. she tells me she doesn’t have openings but will let me know. i call today about my sons 8 week check up and needles. she tells me she’s not seeing him , i need to find a family doctor instead and if i need her to see him she won’t see him until 2 weeks after he’s 8 weeks. so i called a doctors office today and have a phone call appointment october 1st to talk about things and get both my kids on my file and then i’ll get an actual appointment from there. just so frustrated. she pushed and pushed me to get on birth control. i finally decide to go on it , got my first period , was telling her about birth control the week prior and the week i was on my period. told her i wanted to start it as soon as it was over and by the time she’d “fit me in” i would have another period and be about 2 weeks past it. just so frustrating