Peeing or squirting?

Star

So my honey and I was intimate with each other, out of no where i squirted a lot. I’ve never done it before, tho I’ve always tried. It was clear for the most part and didn’t smell. Well the other night i did it again and it smelled like pee this time. Am i making myself pee during sex? Don’t get me wrong i loved it and it was fun, but the thought of peeing turns me off.