Sometimes I hate that I’m bisexual...

have a boyfriend that Im living with, we have sex daily, but sometimes I just want to have sex with a girl, not him.

And I hate that my crush on one girl got evolved into feelings and now we dont talk anymore(my bf knows about it)

I feel stressed and unnormal that I can feel for both genders, I feel like a freak when one day my bf is fucking me and im thinking of a girl (it doesnt always happen its just when I’m craving a girl)