After my fiancé’s best friends funeral, to negative test number 8. I’m overwhelmed, there’s so many emotions and I feel really alone rn. Nothings wrong between my fiancé and I, he’s upset so I’m upset and then the negative didn’t help either of us. Idk what else to do. I’m tracking and using ovulation test strips. We’re having intercourse every other day. What else can I do? I’m so freaking tired anymore. It feels like the universe is trying to throw it in my face, my friends are pregnant or just had their babies, and so are a ton of people I work with, or just people in my home town in general. I feel like I’m not good enough to be a mother and that’s all I freaking want to be rn.