My husband and I have been together for 9 years. Literally for 8 years I have dealt with nothing but emotional abuse from him. He treated me like I was beneath him. He stay out all night, spending a lot of money with no explanation, he has cheated multiple times, he had a severe alcohol problem, he lied to me daily about random and big things...through all of it I stayed because I wanted my family to work. He cheated on me on New Year’s <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> 2019 and didn’t come home until 7am I decided I had enough I told him I wanted a divorce. He understood and let me go through the motions. He lost his job in March and became SEVERELY depressed. I found myself being there for him because he is the father to my kids I didn’t want to see him hurting like that. He was heading down a horrible path and I didn’t want my kids to lose their father. I found out I was pregnant in April. Yea I know the condom clearly didn’t work. I tried to make our marriage work because we are having another baby. From March-July he worked at 6 different jobs and quit them all. He watched me struggle to pay the bills watched me stress out the first half of my pregnancy and cry every night he got drunk daily and blamed it on his depression. I lost all feelings for him during this time. I didn’t want him around me I barely allowed him to touch me. July 29th he got a job and has kept this job. He has changed his ways he isn’t drinking anymore and he comes home every day. Now that his spirit is clear he has started making plans for our future but I’m just not there anymore. I want to be so bad I just can’t let the past go I made up my mind before he decided to man up now I feel bad. He is trying now yet now I am emotionally unattached. I need advice....