Hi ladies, I have been kind of addicted to reading through posts for the past month and I’m going crazy in my first official TWW so I thought I’d share so as not to be a 👀 creeper.

Hubby and I have been married five years and recently have moved to be closer to family to work towards growing our own family. Last month I had the longest cycle I have ever had at 34 days. We were still using protection but not really reliably and when AF was late I started getting blazing blue positives and even a VFL on a red dye but they started getting lighter and AF came. 😿 So I am pretty sure I had a chemical

pregnancy and it made us switch gears and get more intentional upon realizing we were both hoping that it was the real deal.

This month I am dialing it in

-no drinking

-no smoking (medicinal)

-prenatal vitamins

-<a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">glow app</a> logging

-healthy eating

Etc...Etc...

Since reading every post ever posted on this app I have a million questions now. But I’ll start here. Since my last cycle was ridiculously long glow set my expected cycle length to 30 days and AF due on October 9th. If I go off my normal 28 days I’d be closer to the 7th. I’m including a pic of my glow calendar for any advice on when (if you were me) I could/should start testing. I am a crazy person and these days have been long. I think I ovulated before the 25th like the calendar says because of EWCM followed by light spotting (o-spotting is normal for me) earlier in the week. Help a lady out please I’m so anxious and tired and my emotions are a mess. There were two days this week I literally could not eat food. Idk if from nerves or what but last night I was sweating like crazy in my sleep and having crazy ass dreams. I think I just needed to get this off my chest. Thanks for reading this long ass post if you do your an angel 😇.