So depressed...

Amy

Hi everyone. I rarely post here but...I need a friend. Is there ever a time where you yourself have just said F it..and stop coming on this app? I had a miscarriage last year around this time and we have been trying ever since to no avail. I get so excited when my period is 1 or 2 days late and then it comes and I just cry. My period is 1 day late this time around and 2 days ago I started with what I thought was implantation bleeding. It was super light pink and watery....only on the TP sometimes after using the bathroom. Today is the 3rd day of the light pink watery stuff. I took a test, it was negative. I've had all the symptoms.....nausea, extreme fatigue, and my boobs hurt SO bad. It didn't feel like a period or PMS symptoms to me at all. I'm just discouraged and sad about this. Is it time to just stop obsessing over fertile windows and what day is ovulation and cervical mucous? I need a hug 😭