I hate being mentally stressed

I currently 7 months pregnant. I am stressed to the max. I currently hate this part in my life right now. I just need a space to rant.

My bills are barely getting paid each month. I have no money left over to get stuff for my new baby on the way. My husband feels like more of roommate than my husband. He hasn’t had a job in five months but takes care of our son when I am work. Work has reduced my hours yet again. I am sick and tired of worrying about the finances. I have an extra $900 in unintended bills. I don’t know where that money is going to come from. Finances are only going to get worse once I give birth. I know I will suffer from PpA/ppd like I did with my first.

I also currently suffer from anxiety and no around me seems to understand me. I have no friends to vent to. I am also physically exhausted from this pregnancy. I have severe lower back pain every day and no relief in sight because I can’t afford anything that might help. I am out of breathe most of the time and my OBGYN says it’s normal.

I used to be a happy and positive person. I see no bright spot in my future except for my kids.