Depression

Idk what I have to do to feel better. I've been through alot in this relationship. I want to run so bad from this my mental health is bad (thinking of ending my life everyday). I want a divorce. But it will kill me not having him around anymore. Im not strong enough to be alone. I know there is nothing wrong with being alone. But im not strong enough to get through a divorce I know that I am not. Idk if im just feeling like running because my depression is bad. Idk if its because of this marriage. Idk whats wrong. I need therapy. But im scared it wont help me in the way that i need it to help me. Idk if im having withdraw symptoms because i stopped taking my antidepressant. Im just so tired of waking up to a new day, it scares me. Im scared of myself and my thoughts. I need help

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Sa

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100% therapy. And your suicidal ideation is likely a side effect of withdrawing from the antidepressant. Whether you choose to leave or stay in your marriage is tied to your mental health. You need therapy to help you get through this and better your mental health so that you can be strong enough to be on your own or be strong enough to stay and work through the marital problems. Depression can be treated and counseling is a very effective treatment especially in conjunction with antidepressants. If you ever legit feel like you are in danger of hurting yourself please call a suicide hotline or local emergency line. National Suicide Prevention LifelineHours: Available 24 hours. Languages: English, Spanish. 800-273-8255