Vent/rant/getting shit off my chest post SUPER LONG I don’t care for judgement for people thinking I’m feeling sorry for myself I just want to say what’s been bothering me for so long.

I have absolutely nothing. I’m at a new low and I’m so frustrated. Im 35 weeks pregnant, I have no money because of bills and helping take care of other people, I have no job because no one is trying to hire me when they know I’d have to take leave because I’m due soon, I have no vehicle to get around because my car broke down and needs so much done to it and on top of that my fiancé asks me to sign a prenup before we get married “just in case”. I have exactly zero dollars in savings because all of the money I’ve have was taken by my fiancé, I have zero clothes that fit me because I’m so fucking huge and couldn’t buy myself any clothes this whole pregnancy because of bills stacking and needing to be paid. I am basically this house maid that just cleans up after everyone in the house because they let dishes stack so high it fills the counters. IMMEDIATELY after I finish cleaning someone is in the kitchen ready to cook again and leaving the mess which, I WOULD LEAVE IT AND LET THEM CLEAN FOR THEMSELVES BUT I WOULD MIGHT AS WELL LIVE IN THE DUMPSTER BECAUSE MESS DOESNT BOTHER THEM. I moved out of state with my fiancé and now I’m stuck with all my stupid problems and no family or friends to lean on because they all have their own families and lives to deal with so I’m not blaming them at all. I congratulate all those around me reaching success but man when I was down on my luck and had barely enough for a hot meal I’d stick my neck out for others and give them money and whatever I had that they could use more. But it seems no one gives a rats ass about me and I think thats so upsetting. And yeah yeah I need to put on my big girl pants and grow tf up and start handling stuff myself but man i just needed to vent and say what I’ve been holding my tongue on for so long. I feel so under appreciated and taken for granted and so damn used.