Obsession

I'm so ashamed to say , this cycle I became really addicted to taking pregnancy tests. It did become really unhealthy. I've spent alot of money on the expensive test and the cheapeies, testing multiple times a day, at one stage everytime I went to pee. I'm 13dpo today and not pregnant. I feel because I tested so so much ,it has hit me really hard and I feel really depressed. Some may understand me , some may laugh as it probably sounds silly. 😏😑. I'm just happy I can let my feelings out here , without hopefully being judged. As my husband thinks I'm a nutter.