What Do I Do (please read)

I have no idea what to do. He let me go after almost 3years together. Made it sound like he couldn’t be there for me cause of feeling depressed. Then a week after not talking I call and he says “I just wasn’t feelin it anymore.” Guess that was jus his easy way out. It’s been 2 months since the break up. I broke up w him and hung up the phone after he said he didn’t know what he wanted when I asked if he wanted me. He just let me go didn’t fight. 5 weeks after the break up he texted me “hey” and I didn’t answer cause I thought I deserved more. It’s now 3 weeks since then and he hasn’t said anything else. We had a good relationship, he’s my first everything. I think abt him all the time and want him so so bad. I fight the urge to talk to him everyday. Should I just continue on and not say anything and wait hoping he’ll come to his senses and call me or should I just talk to him...... help me.