So I'm almost 27 weeks pregnant with a little boy. And I've been with my fiance for 3 years almost. He graduated high school right before we got together, he had in interest in college but never really was serious about going until I got pregnant. He makes decent money, enough for me to stay home and raise our baby when he gets here. But he's been so serious about college lately that he actually when and signed up for classes starting in January. Im very proud of him and glad he's trying to pursue his dreams. He said his main reason and goal for college is to always be able to provide me and our son what we need. To never have to struggle or worry and be comfortable. It's a big deal to him because he was raised by a single mom never making more than $8.50 an hour his entire life, and they always struggled hard. He wants to be able to provide for me and the baby and give us everything we want and need. We are engaged, but we were wanting to get married in July of 2016. He now says he wants to put it off until after college so he can give me a dream wedding, and a really nice ring. I understand this, and I've explained to him I am not a materialistic person and I could care less what the ring looks like, or even if came from the dollar store. And that it cost $60 to get married at the courthouse and I'm fine with that I just want to be married to the man I truly love no matter how its done. But him putting it off is making me so nervous that he is going to find someone better once he attends college. I'm afraid he's going to find someone better looking, that obviously is pursuing goals by going to college(which I want to do when he's finished with school) and I'm just so afraid of him finding someone else. He's such a wonderful man but I know deep down I'm not good enough for him.. And I'm scared he will realize that once he goes to college and meets someone new. Im not going to be selfish and tell him he can't go to college, that's wrong. I'm just so concerned about him leaving. I know he cares about me but what if he meets someone else? I've truly never been so scared of anything in this entire world because I love this man with everything in me and I can't loose him. I need him. Sorry I needed to vent.