Ttc is taking such a toll on me I go from anger to completely melting down. I just want to see 2 pink lines and have a healthy pregnancy and delivery. I don’t want much out of life I just want to feel complete. This shit is so depressing. Idk how much more I can handle.

He doesn’t understand, my friends and family don’t understand.

Every time I say I give up I still look for every ovulation signs ( I don’t mean to, it’s just natural now)

I don’t know how to stop this feeling, I have completely lost my damn mind. I hate this, I was so happy and excited I was finally in a really good place to “do it right” ughhh

This will be my final month trying ( I don’t know how to not try but.... I can’t keep feeling like this 😭)