What’s your opinion on marriage?

So me and my boyfriend just turned 2 years together on the first of October. He gave me flowers and honestly it was super cute. Some of the roses have wilted and(while on the phone with him) I said “oh ima cut them out so we can use the petals for a marriage lol”. I say that as a joke but quite honestly I’ve always wanted to get married. It’s been my dream to find my lover and have a wonderful marriage a beautiful family. And yes I know that we may not last but he’s my boyfriend of course I’d wanna be married with him. He responded with “I don’t really wanna get married”. That hurt me so much. I asked why and he just said he simply doesn’t want one.

For me if that’s the case I don’t really wanna have a kid cause if we are just boyfriend and girlfriend then what’s the case? It’s not really a family and he can always just leave super easily. I don’t know what to think about really so what are your options.