IDK ladies....

So ladies,

My husband is very respectful and has been giving me time to heal but I really want to have sex...everytime I go to do so, I just get turned off. We have had sex a few times and I was excited then, until I could feel my scar and it felt weird/a little painful. I did have a tear but no stitches. It ended up getting longer because I accidentally sat down too wide once. My ob said that it has cleared up and I can continue my activities but I just don't want to. Like I want too but I don't...will this ever go away? Will I have pleasurable sex again?!?