feeling on edge..

( if this is gets long i apologize) a few days ago this guy messaged me on snapchat and say he got my @ from BLK. He started calling me a queen and this and that but because of my past situations i dont take compliments from men seriously🤷🏽‍♀️. He seemed cool but it was twice that he avoided telling me his age. im 18 soon to be 19 and i usually talk to older guys but im trying to stay away from them. It wasnt until we facetimed he said he was 26 (red flag). anyways he seemed cool so we met at the park. the conversations were going well, then he started holding my hand as we’re walking. ok? time goes by and he’s just all up on me as if we’re a couple like hugging me and pecking my neck. then he says he’s going to show me his sex tapes...after we get back to our cars, i get in his and we start having the typical conversation about sex and then he shows me. then is trying to pressure me into unlocking my phone and show him my private things and he says things like “why wont you let me go through your phone? i trust you, you can trust me. we’re grown right?” and blah blah blah. i keep telling him no then later he attempts to get in my pants multiple times. when i finally go off on him and leave to my car, he tries apologizing over and over. if i were as gullible and naive as i used to be then i would’ve stayed. but i haven’t been feeling right mentally since then. i know i should’ve left sooner but im still trying to come out of my shell so i dont know how to react in situations like this. i try to give people the benefit of the doubt. he had an aggressive personality but i do as well (when i get tried) so i think it might’ve scared him when i told him i wasnt into that shit.

this is the one of the billions of pictures he took on my phone. i haven’t heard from him since and i dont want to.