Hi all! We’re TTC our second and are super eager for it to happen! Our son just turned one year old and I’ve had 3 cycles. (Started in July) we stopped using condoms (that was our BC after baby was born) in May.

So to us it feels like we’ve been trying a long time in spite of the fact that I’ve only had 3 cycles. I’m trying to pay attention to my cervix more this month and to stop getting during my TWW (currently in) but I just find myself obsessing. I know how to distract myself and ways I can focus on lots of other things like my family and work and exercise etc. mostly, I am hopping on here to feel a little less alone in how silly/crazy I feel. I know it is completely fair to feel disappointed regardless of how long you have been trying, but I have these conflicting emotions of both disappointment and kind of being embarrassed that I’m so disappointed so early on.