The stress is killer

Paedyn • 👼🏻09/2018. 🌈 🎀06/28/19 💙🧸5/30/21

So I made the mistake of going to the ER yesterday with some cramps. (Cramps only) because I am out of town away from my OB (first appt is on the 27th). I was 3w6d yesterday. Well I went in and they did blood work & ultrasound. Doctor comes back and says your level is only 244 and I didn’t see anything on the ultrasound so I believe this is a miscarriage. I am balling my eyes out. Then I asked about that number being in the normal range for someone who is 3w6d. He said “I could be 100% wrong”

So I cry in confusion.

Update: I got ahold of my OB today. She is LIVID. She said 244 is a great level for me to be at for 3w6d (especially since on the 6th my level was 35). And that they wouldn’t see anything on a ultrasound right now anyways. She said I am not having a miscarriage and that I shouldn’t listen to that ER doctor.

My heart is happy but I’m still scared of the words that ER doctor put in my head.

I want this baby and can’t wait to have him/her.