how do i get over feeling bad for wanting to quit breast feeding?

i want to stop breast feeding it’s just draining. i hate pumping, but my breasts get so full it hurts.

my son has been gaining weight fine but has started having reflux issues so now i have to go back to waking him every 2 hours to feed him in small amounts instead of just letting him wake on his own and feed for as long as his own.

also for moms of reflux babies what’s a good formula you have tried?

i know regardless i will have to get up every 2 hours to feed him but my body will feel better.