had my baby in the toilet

well guys... on 10/9/20 I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl all alone in my bathroom on the toilet... no one had any idea I was in there giving birth because it came on SO quick and suddenly. just a few screams and pushes and she was out.

all in less than about 10 minutes. I ended up hemorrhaging and she was born not alive, so obviously not crying and she was blue, and her umbilical cord was also detached from her and the placenta. I managed getting her to breathe until the ambulance got to my house and they managed to get us both the help we needed. I ended up needing an emergency blood transfusion and didn’t get to see or hold my baby for about 5 hours. but i’m doing a lot better than I was then that’s for sure. but it was completely unexpected. I think the worst part was really the covid test pain!😂

but on a happier note. sweet baby Alayna Brooke 10/9/20 7lbs1oz 19in