Am I Just Pregnant Or Over him?

Good- Morning Ladies, I am feeling a bit down this morning ...

we haven’t had sex since I’ve gotten pregnant due to doctors orders and my cervix being so short.. It’s been like 6 months.. Anyway fast forward to this morning.. He decided to try to go down on me .. it wasn’t bad I just didn’t want it, I thought I did but then I didn’t, he continued on for about a minute more and I stopped him and he was like what’s wrong? I’m like nothing and turned over.. Is it just me being pregnant or am I feeling something else and actually not in love with him.. maybe I don’t like getting my stuff eaten anymore ya know cause things change ..? I don’t know . I feel we are drifting apart but he doesn’t feel that.. he loves me with all his heart.. and would do anything for me.. I’m at a loss here..

I’ll give you guys a little back story as well... we got together when I was 19.. I am now 24.. he did some things in the past that he is not proud of but is trying to make up for it.. he cheated on me twice.. two different girls.. that was 3 years ago when I was pregnant with our son.. and believe me I was heartbroken..

I already feel stupid for getting pregnant again but the shot is not effective as I thought so please don’t put me down i was already 3 months in before I found out.. my stomach doesn’t grow at all.. it just stays the same size lol anyway.. I’m just at a loss here ..