How long did you push for

I feel so down on myself because I see all these moms who has their babies with 5 pushes. It took me nearly 4 hours. It was the most painful thing I’ve ever done (the epidural wore off) To be honest I don’t know why I feel so bad about it. Maybe it’s because the doctors kept telling me I wasn’t pushing hard enough when I was literally using every ounce of strength I have. They made me feel like I wasn’t doing good enough :(